I've been doing quite a bit of thinking on the past week or so and I've realized that I'm quite the loser. I mean, yeah I have a job right now so its not like I'm not sitting around all day but really, retail isn't something I want to go with the rest of my life.
Nonetheless, I do love my job. How many people can say they really enjoy their coworker and enjoy going to work most days, but I really do want to find a job with more stability. I've met so many great people that I do consider friends and I get to work in PA.
Why am I venting u say? Its because I feel like after all the hard work I put in to graduate from school, I should be much more successful than I already am. Almost like, after all the shit I've been through, why can't I catch a break of some sort. But still, I know that I have to work hard and persevere, but there is only so much rejection that I can take before it finally gets to me. I can't tell you how many interviews I've been on only to be told, we'll be in touch and never heard from again. So I guess you can say I'm at the fork in the road of my life where I can honastly say that I have no clue what direction or what I want to do with my life, and that really scares the hell out of me.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
In need of some serious R&R
In light of all the natural disaster/ natures fury I've been thinking. Why is it that we take for granted everything that Earth has given us but yet, constantly demand and take from her everything we want. I guess that can be true when it comes to relationships.
I'm trying as hard as possoble to be a better person and truly cherish the life long friends and family that I have made. Especially since I have been working crazy hours, I know I need to slow down and really make time for myself. And at the same time, I need to make a better effort in keeping contact everyone I consider near and dear to my heart.
So with that, here's my promise. Whether its email,BBM, telephone, snail mail, skype or I'm'ing I making a better effort. I love you guys more than anything, more than you guys know!
<3
I'm trying as hard as possoble to be a better person and truly cherish the life long friends and family that I have made. Especially since I have been working crazy hours, I know I need to slow down and really make time for myself. And at the same time, I need to make a better effort in keeping contact everyone I consider near and dear to my heart.
So with that, here's my promise. Whether its email,BBM, telephone, snail mail, skype or I'm'ing I making a better effort. I love you guys more than anything, more than you guys know!
<3
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